I've read somewhere that Levi hasn't seen Isabel and Furlan in nearly 20 years, I did my calculating, and its probably only 10 years, but the point is that he probably struggles to remember what they looked like.. and I ought to write something to make myself feel better after being hurt like that so please enjoy this hurt/comfort scenario.
"Who do you want to start with? Isabel or Furlan?"
The warm sunlight was seeping through the curtains of the spacious room where you were sitting. Levi is resting in his wheelchair, and you were seated in front of him, holding his hands gently. A small frown was placed between his thin, sharp eyebrows, his eyes were holding a look of distress. Levi has woken up from a nightmare this morning where he saw the people he cared dearly for as faceless figures. As if he forgot what they looked like. He was in a bad mood ever since then.
"I don't know," he answered shortly after. You met Levi after the war ended. He came along with Onyankopon, Gabi, and Falco to London to spend the rest of his life peacefully, away from that torturous island. He entered your small pastry and ordered a cup of tea, tried cinnamon rolls for the first time, and he liked them. His visits became more frequent. You were no Eldian, but you wouldn't mind being with one. Especially if it was him. That grumpy, short-tempered, and height, yet soft-hearted man. You were his first in everything, he was learning how to live with you, all over again. And now, he's learning how to be vulnerable without fear in front of you.
"It's okay. Take your time," you assured him with a soft smile. You were a well-known painter, and you were famous for your accurate and detailed portraits. You offered Levi to draw them, so he can look at them whenever he misses them. But the problem was his hesitation after that nightmare he had. What if he doesn't remember them well enough? What if they're lost and drenched in the blurriness of his subconsciousness?
"Furlan. Let's start with Furlan." his grip tightened on your soft palms. He made up his mind determinedly, he wants to see them again. He'll do whatever it takes to see them again now that the chance is given to him.
You wasted no time preparing the canvas and brushes. Everything is ready now.
"What is the brightest thing you remember about Furlan?" you asked, combining two colours.
"His hair.. his hair was dark blond. He had bangs that hung over his forehead in between his eyes.."
"Great." you started moving your brush in swift strokes. "how about his face?"
"it was more of a long than round face. We all were skinny and wrinkly, pale, sick looking."
"and?"
"And..." levi squeezed his eyes shut, and a small grunt fled his soft lips. He was trying hard to bring back the picture of the past, but that memory.. "no.."
"Take a deep breath. It's okay," you assured him and held his hand. He looked at you, then blurted "they got eaten." you weren't familiar with such a phrase, and he lived it for almost half of his life. That said a lot.
"I'm sorry, I might not understand how terrifying and painful that was, but it's over now, no one will face what they had to... what you had to." that was all you could say to him, and he was grateful nontheless.
"Can we continue?" levi asked. Clearly feeling better.
"Sure. Do you remember what his eyes looked like?"
"his eyes were sleepy, they were light grey, blueish even."
"like yours?"
"Lighter."
"I see."
It went on for hours, and with time, Levi seemed to be enjoying teasing his dusted memories. He was caught up in so many responsibilities and materialized as the strongest that he didn't only never went to those old times with his old friends, but also forgot who he was. He told you funny stories about them, Furlan and Isabel. They were dear to him in a way that Levi couldn't explain, not to himself even.
"It's already sunset but we're almost done," you said smiling at Levi, who was now drinking a warm cup of tea. His gaze softened upon hearing you. He was excited, he couldn't hide the gleam in his eyes.
"Here. Furlan Church and Isabel Magnolia at last," you said, turning the painting back to him. It's complete, and they were there, his old friends.
"It's... Them." Levi hesitantly reached out to touch the wet painting, you had to warn him. "Be careful, the paint is still wet." There are a lot of emotions swimming in Levi's narrowed sharp eyes that are now softer than ever. They're right in front of him.
"What do you think?" you asked and nervousness was visible in your voice. He was so still you couldn't tell what he was thinking.
Levis's hand reached yours and squeezed it tightly, his words failed him, but he managed to form a sad, yet thankful smile when he lightly whispered "Thank you... For letting me meet them again."
You couldn't help but feel tears in your eyes. You kneeled and hugged him, now sniffling before whispering "thank you for sharing your memories with me."
You stood up brightly and chirped "Well then, we still have some more to meet, would you like to continueue tomorrow?"
"I'd love to."











